the blahs

i am sinking into the all-too-familiar feeling of blah where i don't want to get out of bed, making decisions becomes difficult, and curling up behind the cabinet in the hallway starts to seem like a really good idea. i shut down. i become lethargic. motivation lacking. will power gone. getting excited about lab or even frisbee takes more energy than it should.

regionals is this weekend. i should be bouncing off the walls for crying out loud.

fucking imbalanced brain chemicals...